it's today?

panic mode : ON.
i'm not prepared. help!!

can't get this out of my head

i don't know why but i just can't seem to get this song out of my system.

The Search is Over by Survivor

How can I convince you what you see is real
Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel
I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew
I took for granted the friend I have in you

*I was living for a dream,
Loving for a moment
Taking on the world,
That was just my style
Now I look into your eyes
I can see forever,
The search is over
You were with me all the while*

Can we last forever, will we fall apart
At times it's so confusing, these questions of the heart
You followed me through changes, and patiently you'd wait
Till I came to my senses, through some miracle of fate

( * Repeat)

Now the miles stretch out behind me loves that I have lost
Broken hearts lie victims of the game
Then good luck it finally stuck like lightning from the blue
Every highway leading me back to you
Now at last I hold you, now all is said and done
The search has come full circle, our destinies are one
So if you ever loved me show me that you give a damn
You'll know for certain the man I really am

( * Repeat)

i feel all queasy and get goosebumps when i hear the song. having it on my mp3 playlist doesn't help at all. actually 2 words would describe this feeling very well : POST PMS.
i take no responsibility of how i feel. it's all the fault of the hormones in me. bleagh!!

tale of a rabbit

enjoy the story :
A rabbit was hopping through the forest when he came upon a giraffe rolling a joint. The rabbit said, "Giraffe, don't do drugs. Come, run with me through the forest." The giraffe looked at the rabbit, then at the joint. He dropped the joint and ran off with the rabbit.
They came upon an elephant snorting cocaine. The Rabbit said, "Elephant, don't do drugs. Come, run with us through the forest." The elephant looked at his razor blade and mirror, tossed them away and began running with the rabbit and giraffe.
The three animals then came across a lion about to shoot up.The Rabbit said "Lion, don't do drugs. Come, run with us through the forest." The lion looked at the rabbit and then at the needle. He put down the needle and started to beat up the rabbit.

Horrified, the giraffe and elephant asked, "Lion, why are you doing this? He was trying to help you." The lion answered, "This little f*cker? He makes me run around the forest like a f**king idiot every time he's on ecstasy."

personality test

i don't normally upload tests i take here, but i find this test interesting enough:

ISTJ - "Trustee". Decisiveness in practical affairs. Guardian of time- honored institutions. Dependable. 11.6% of total population.

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Main type	Variant

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Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism 63% Type 2 Helpfulness 60% Type 3 Image Awareness 16% Type 4 Sensitivity 23% Type 5 Detachment 80% Type 6 Anxiety 63% Type 7 Adventurousness 60% Type 8 Aggressiveness 60% Type 9 Calmness 70% Your main type is 5 Your variant is social

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note : Keep in mind, your results are dependent on the accurate truth of your responses. The more you take this test and get the same result, the more likely that is your type. Finally, your scores and type, over the long term, will change as you do.

where's my discipline??

i should be studying now. exams are coming and i've not done any serious cramming yet.
what's got my attention now is the world cup matches. i don't normally watch soccer but every 4 years since 1998, i've been sort of keeping up with the games.
ok, 2nd game for the day (night for us here) is coming up right about now. enjoy the game :)

lunch

from tomorrow, i'll (try to) pack my own lunch.
just bought lunch from the cafeteria and i don't feel like eating it in the first place. the only reason i bought lunch was i had to eat. now that i'm back in the office with the packed lunch, i don't feel like opening it.
it's not good to say this about food, but i'm a very, very, very fussy eater. i'm minimising refined food from my diet. the thing about this is no food establishments in a normal eatery places offers unrefined food, especially malay food stalls. everything is either fried or too oily.
i've lost my appetite already now............

countdown starts now

assignments for this semester are done.
now it's cramming for exams time.
to the sister, good luck for tomorrow.

3 things

finally i have the time to do this tag :

3 SCHOOLS I WENT TO
-bedok view pri
-bedok view sec
-sp

3 THINGS IN MY PURSE/BACKPACK
-wallet / coin & key pouch
-mobile phones (note the plural)
-umbrella
(many more but these are the 3 most important things)

3 THINGS I DO WHEN I AM STRESS
-send sms
-blog (if i have the means to)
-get away from the source of stress

3 PLACES I GO ON A DAILY BASIS
-toilet
-office
-home
in that order

3 FAVOURITE FRUITS
-banana
-apple
-plum

3 NAMES I GO BY
-junaidah
-jun
-ju (very rarely used by those who can't pronunce the above 2)

3 OF MY FAVOURITE FOOD
-asam pedas
-pizza
-bread

3 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW
-t-shirt
-knee length pants
-specs

THE WHOS

WHO IS IN THE HOUSE WITH ME?
the mother & brother

WHO AM I THINKING OF RIGHT NOW?
nobody

WHO DID I LAST TALK ON THE PHONE WITH?
shanti. she's a coursemate who's staying in the US after getting married last year. she's freaking out cause of the coming exams and i'm the only one who can entertain her.

WHO DID I SIT WITH DURING MY 5TH PERIOD IN CLASS?
can't remember. been sitting freely since '94

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON I TOLD THAT I LOVED?
i don't think i've ever said this to anybody recently. heh...

WHO DO I WISH I AM WITH RIGHT NOW?
a masseuse. i really need a good rub down right now.

WHO GETS ON MY NERVES MOST IN SCHOOL?
couldn't be bothered to think of this. i've got better things to think of, like passing the exams

THE WHERES

WHERE IS MY PHONE?
the phones (note plural) are on the bed waiting for me to join them

WHERE DO I SLEEP?
note previous question

WHERE IS THE PLACE I TOOK A RIDE TO?
last ride was the bus home

THE WHATS

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING I ATE?
nasi beriyani followed by antibiotics

WHAT COLOUR SHIRT AM I WEARING?
blue

WHAT IS THE CLOSEST ITEM TO ME THAT IS BLUE?
note above question

WHAT DO I LIKE MOST BOUT SCHOOL?
that i'm learning something new everyday and the friends

WHAT IS MY FAVOURITE COLOUR?
it's a tie between blue and black

WHAT DO I WEAR MOST OFTEN JEANS/SHORTS?
jeans

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE I WATCHED?
can't remember. i don't have much time to watch movies right now

THE WHENS

WHEN DID I START SCHOOL?
1983

WHEN DID I LAST GO THE MALL?
somewhere last week. just browsing thru to pass the time waiting for somebody.

WHEN DID I LAST BURN SOMETHING?
i always burn the toast. everytime i set the time it's not crispy enough so i turn the dial a little more. by the time the time's up the toast overdone :D

3 (x3) people to do this
-you
-you
-you
and whoever wants to.

got tagged

i was about to start doing the tag from the sis when her latest entry pic caught my eye.
now i can't help lauging my head off. will do the tag later. off to lunch first now.
i'm still laughing............

i hereby declare

today, i can officially break this & this news:
Alhamdulilah, after 5 years, 9 months and 3 days, i have been promoted.
finally all the years of slogging (not to mention blogging) has been recognised.
ok, that's all for today. must be a good worker from now. will have to work extra hard ;)