haven't done anything

the purpose of taking this whole week off is to help clean the house to prepare for Hari Raya. so far, all i've done is just sweep the floor every other day and now i'm sick. it's really dusty here and i have got a major nose block. started off with the sore throat associated with too much sneezing and now i feel like pulling off my nose off my face.

my sister coming back doesn't really help either. she just brought even more chaos into this already messy house. it's 5 days now and her stuff are still lying around here and there. finally started to cut the cloth to make the bottom of my Hari Raya outfit. hope to finish the whole suit by today. decided not to make any cookies or brownies cos it's too much of a bother now. didn't get any stuff ready and i can't be bothered to go and buy them now.

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(what was i thinking??!!)

anyway, this is only what i'm feeling now. i'm entitled to be feel whatever i want. don't say anything cause it won't make any difference. i am what i am.