need to let this out

just read someone's blog about how i will make her mood rotten everytime we go out. well excuse me then. i didn't ask to be a part of anybody's life too.
i happen to be paying my way to my own education (as mentioned) and i'm not making anyone else's life a misery if i happen to flunk any modules and have to re-take them i'll pay for it MYSELF and suffer MYSELF.
for the case of the SOUR plums, i did ask the cashier if it's sour and she did mention it was SWEET AND SOUR. u said ok. after that i offered to get something else but who declined? each word i spoke was met with a very hostile or even no answer. how was i suppose to offer dinner when that someone won't even speak to me at all?
i never expect the person to follow me when i walked away. that person never will so i'm not surprised about it. felt really so disappointed by what happened.
if that person had cashed in the check that i mistakenly paid to the wrong account as soon as it arrived, i won't be so broke now. don't have any spending money left for lunch tomorrow. my pay is only coming on saturday.
why is it, this has to happen almost every time i go out with that person? and yet we still continue going out and the cycle will begin all over again. have to give us the credit that even an ocean apart, we will still have this sort of thing going on.
well, all i have to say now is have a nice life. hope not to bother you anymore. won't even acknowledge the fact of the relationship that we have - for now.....................