nothing to do

now that all the crucial work is over, there's no deadline to meet. really free the whole day today.
had a little chat session with the KM team in the morning. will be meeting with the project manager to update him. other than that, no work to be done urgently.
all i did was print study notes and surfed around. stumbled upon a few blogs of current and former colleagues and some people i've known in the past.
all the bloghopping only made me feel depressed. almost all are either : getting married, pregnant or gave birth. suddenly feel my biological clock ticking. especially right now when the office is like a ghost town. TICK...TOCK...TICK...TOCK... c",)
anyway, on a positive note, i'm happy for them. nothing much i can do about my situation now. i'm living each day as it comes.
what is meant to be will be, what is not meant to be will never be. will explain more of this quote when i feel like it.