no motivation

i've lost most, if not all, motivation to work now. waking up brings dread to the heart.
i still love the line i'm in but the work environment is making me feel really unmotivated. the unbreakable habit of procrastination is not helping at all either. i'm really not looking forward to going to work anymore. especially wednesdays. how unmotivated? don't mind getting reminded of the same old thing over and over again.
i think i was doing proper project work (even if it's filing & administrative issues) before the boss did a re-shuffling. now job of the day is done within 2 - 3 hours only. after that i have to find other ECAs.
being picked as the chairman of the welfare team also doesn't help at all. all thanks to the dangers of miscommunication. having very unresponsive team members is another minus point. can't even delegate the work. everyone seems to have mastered the art of 'siam'-ing. have to learn from them. can't master that art yet. hmph!!
it's already more than half a year gone. how fast time flies. haven't had that proper break yet. need a change of environment. not forever, just for a short while only. i still want to work with this team, but a short break is seriously needed first.