more update of the brother

the tube's out as of yesterday. the drips are out today.
he's still weak, but doing fine now, Alhamdulillah.
just called the parents earlier. heard some news i don't know if i can handle. might be spending almost 3 weeks of Ramadhan by myself.
everytime the month of Ramadhan comes, i'll always remember what happened over 8 years ago.
will always feel the eternal gratefullness that i have my family with me - even if the whole lot of us (including yours truly) are dysfunctional. but well, that's what bonded us together all this while.
now the thought of maybe spending even the first day of fasting by myself is making me feel so overwhelmed by emotions. but what's more important is brother dearest's recovery. i'm a survivor. i can handle it :)