what is wrong with me?

i don't know why, but PMS is hitting really hard this month.
the news i'm hearing is so not helping at all either. nevermind, don't ask what the news is/are. i don't want to share it/them.
i'm grateful that my life is on track. i'm not down in the dumps (yet), but i really can't help feeling down, especially after what i got to know of last night. (no, the fact that france lost the world cup is NOT making me feel this way. i'm not that fanatic a football fan. just watch the world cup for the spirit of the game, that's all.)
sometimes some news just hits you right smack in you face that it literally stops you right there. makes you think if the decision you've made is really the right one or not. the many what ifs questions starts forming in your head.
ok, now i'm getting even more confused. have to go n chill the only way i know that will help............