wonderful weekend

i've finished reading 5 of the Harry Potter books. just 1 left before the 7th and final book is released. after i'm done with the 6th book, i'll wait a few months for the 7th book to be released in paperback before i buy it; since all the 6 books i bought are paperback version.
anyway, after this i don't think i'll be doing any recreational reading. for the next 4 months at least. checking the assignment for this semester almost made me fall off my chair. the module is going to kill me. there are sooooo many things to do just for the assignment. even the open book exam doesn't sound like such a good thing either. open book exams are just to fool you into a sense of security. the questions are not that 'open' at all. sheesh...
right now, i'm trying to avoid a cousin. she was so keen to introduce a guy to me. i have no idea how to tell her i'm not interested. can you please go and irritate another cousin. i'm very busy and, as i've already mentioned, i don't have the time to invest in this. my free time is for myself. can i be selfish just for this instance?
i have other reasons, but let me just keep them to myself. i can't tell anyone about it. what i can say is the heart works in it's own way. i can't stop it, but i can suppress it and not let anyone know. it's something i cannot share to anyone.