i want to cry

i felt like crying just now. it's not easy working with someone who wants things done his way and only his. if that's the case there's no need for me to go and check if it can be done or not. i can just request for it to be done and save my breath. he didn't have to raise his voice at me. and this wasn't the first time. there were a few other times when he told, no ordered me to do something with a raised voice.

i am not a child where a raised voice will bring fear to myself. i am an adult and so is he (i think). all he has to do is just tell me to get the work done and i'll be more than happy to do it since it is my job afterall. i didn't come here to just stare at the computer and blog away everyday. i didn't pursue further studies to just laze around and do nothing. i came here to work and work i will.

he thinks he's so high up there just because he has a slip of paper with a degree written on it. well i'm on my way to get that slip of paper too, so hah!!

ok now i feel much better. and thanks to the angels who helped me get better too. you should know who you are dears ;-)